Anxious! Matvei the Masochist!

Oh my!

Im so very anxious right now and I can't explain it. I feel all nervous and jittery, charged with energy and ready to bolt at the first sign of danger.

Matvei isn't everything he is cracked up to be. I was horrified to find out from Konstantine that has been in a relationship as recently as a few weeks ago. Oh my! It certinally takes off a shade of innocence. and in all honestly, Im not sure i want to go make pie tomorrow. >.<

Vassily keeps pressing to know who Matvei is. Perhaps Matvei is just a figment of my imagination.

I did find someone with the nicest hair in the world. It's like Sir.Ass's hair on meth. It longish, and completely and evenly flipped out, and has a lovely sheen. I said, "You have lovely hair" and he said "Thank you, would you like to touch it?" As the class was ending he waited for me to leave so I could stroke his lovely hair. Wow.

Oh, something that gives me joy is watching how the people at BHS interact with each other. It makes me smile. Something about their stupidity is so pleasing to my senses! I just love sittnig quitely and watching everyone converse. All the facial expressions and drama.

And.. Feyodor and i traded cd's, I gave him a copy of Katinka's emo cd, and he gave me a cd of fucked up music, but I dig. It has Barbie girl in german at the end. It makes me think of crack. Actually, the whole cd would be a good one to experience with UNcLe V!!

That was my day. Shoot me, UP WITH HEROIN OF COURSE!!!! Oh hardy har!

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